Hidden Application Gate

Section A — Inner Intention

Why do you feel drawn to a Gurukulam that explicitly discourages entry? What are you willing to lose in order to stay here? If no spiritual experience occurs for a long time, will you still remain? What are you secretly hoping the Guru will change in your life? Are you prepared for the possibility that nothing about you will be affirmed here?

Section B — Authority & Surrender

How do you respond internally when guidance contradicts your beliefs? Have you ever submitted to a discipline without questioning its purpose? What does the word obedience awaken in you? If asked to stop a practice you value, would you comply?

Section C — Discipline & Silence

Can you remain silent when misunderstood? How many hours a day can you remain without external stimulation? Are you willing to surrender your phone completely? What discomforts are you least tolerant of?

Section D — Time & Commitment

Why are you applying now? Can you live without timelines or assurances? Are you prepared to leave if asked — without explanation?

Section E — Final Reflection

In your own words, describe what you believe a Guru is not. What part of you are you afraid will be seen here?

Eligibility Self-Disqualification Checklist

I am looking for quick healing, solutions, or miracles I expect emotional support or validation I want recognition as a spiritual person I cannot function without my phone I resist fixed routines I believe I already know enough